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A gift and a curse
I was given a dream and I been making it work
38125, I'm defending my turf
It take money to make money and my pockets been hurt
So know I'm waiting on the day that I get reimbursed
Fuck a who came after me and who gone make it there first
Imma make it regardless rather I'm healthy or hurt
It's that simple
Ion keep shit to myself nigga address the issue
Elephant in the room get addressed it's not hard to miss you
Toast of wine to myself
I been torn between reaching out and figuring it out myself
I'm young enough to make mistakes and it not affect my health
But I'm not living like I got time I've come to close to death
Bug passed and it fucked me up
Who's there when you need them
I try my best not to show it but right now you can see it
Life been taking a toll and currently i been grieving
Scrolling down my call log who can help how I'm feeling
Yea
Try not to fall in my lust
You'd be surprised on how less sacred sex is than trust
Was in my bed now you posting yo man I guess we on hush
I guess we on hush
Sacrifice a summer trynna get my shit right
I found my closest friends tripping over space, hm ight
Me of all people ?
I guess it's true money is the root of all evil
Cause I'm chasing this paper rather not please other people
Me and momma into it
I moved out to daddy crib; problem to resolution
If you asked me 3 weeks ago then our bond was in ruins
But this time away got me thinking more about my future
She shouldn't take it personal, but she a woman she will
They say the truth is hard to take,
like me swallowing pills
I got responsibilities pops say help wit the bills
He ain't got too much help I damn near volunteered
Shed tears the other day
At work I'm crying feeling like a lame when on my break
Not too much on my plate it's just some things I shouldn't have ate
Trynna throw it up before it gets to late