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It used to be so beautiful
But now our love story is left only in my memories
And trying to figure out where it all went wrong keeps killing me
But for now, I’ll choose to reminisce on the good
When everything flowed smoothly as it should
You took my breath away and I didn’t even know that you could on that very first day
But you left me breathless
A bond so strong it consumed me
Cupid must’ve really been using me
But I was satisfied
We were moving so fast but it felt so right so I was petrified
And I loved it
We loved it
We were on it
You were always on my mind like a bonnet
You were my favorite tune, my favorite poem, my favorite sonnet
Man, we had some good times
But as soon as they went sour, I should’ve left
I chose you every single time, even when logic told me not to
I chose us every single time, because our history was telling me to push through
I neglected myself, I sacrificed my mental health
I put my feelings on a shelf and I did it all because I loved you More than I loved myself
But you knew what I had been through before you
So I don’t get why you continually hurt me the way you do
But I also don’t get
Why I keep loving you despite
Why I never put up an actual fight
Why I stay instead of take flight
But maybe this time, I’m finally seeing that it isn’t right
I don’t wanna give up on us
But you’re leaving not much of a choice
It used to be so beautiful
But now our love story is left only in my memories
And trying to figure out where it all went wrong keeps killing me
But for now, I’ll choose to reminisce on the good
I don’t know what the future holds for us
Maybe I should take matter into my own hands
The same hands heavy and bruised from carrying this relationship with you
The same hands that pray everyday that things could back to the old way
The same hands that wipe my tears with those same fingers that count all my fears