Lost A Day

Check I been saved for a while now

But that doesn't mean I never get down

Stand in front of churches with a huge smile

All the while my spirit got a huge frown

Could I be the Hero of my town

Cause some days I feel just like a clown

Folks telling me I'm good

They telling me I'm fly

I respond to them Praise God

But think to myself lies

I gonna tell you the truth

As of late its been a struggle

Just to get in the booth

I even hide my own feelings

When I'm talking to you

But a part of me still be praying

You tell me what to do

In others word Lord I got the blues

I'm sitting in my thinking chair

But still can't find a clue

Trying to stick to the plan

But I can't find the glue

So I'm watching me fall apart

Cause I don't know what to do

Kinda feel like I lost a day

And I don't wanna waste my time

But it feels like everyday

I fall a little more behind

Know I really need to shake this off

And get back on my grind

But it

Feels like I lost a day

And I don't wanna waste my time

I'm not sure if this a prayer

Or me thinking out loud

I'm working hard hoping somehow

That I'm making you proud

I don't wanna waste my time

And definitely not yours

But things that bring me joy

Shouldn't feel like a chore

LORD

Am I asking too much

To feel like someone who's been

Blessed by your touch

The player on the team you consider as clutch

Or that any broken person

Could consider a crutch

Is that you God

Think I'm hearing you now

Say its a pain in the neck

When you wearing a crown

So until I see the thrown

You don't want me to sit down