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I've lost love and I found pain
It was the struggle in my life that made me who I am
I've battled depression and my faith is weakened
But to this day I would still die for what I believe in
December comes dark and I stare at the stars
Alone in my room by myself asking for help from my God
The same day I lied, cheated and I broke hearts
How can I do wrong here with no pause?
I used to smoke just to numb the dull
Getting high off of the joint and watch the ashes fall
We all change and we all grow
Some mature but some don't, world
Will you let me fail?
Do you believe in me?
Who was really there
When nobody could see?
I've been on my grind
For short and long
Struggling with life
Barely holding on
Barely holding on
Thinking my skin with tears in my eyes
Hole in my heart with money on my mind
It's hard to believe that part of you is a part of me
How could you leave when you could see that we was weak?
Just got home from the mental institution
Feeling like my only love is God and all my music
And vision is a gift given to too few
Life's got me staring at the mirror like "Who you?"
I gotta keep pushing, can't give up
If I didn't believe it gets better, I wouldn't have get up
Suicidal thoughts still linger in my frontal lobe
But these pills and these people help me let 'em go
Will you let me fail?
Do you believe in me?
Who was really there
When nobody could see?
I've been on my grind
For short and long
Struggling with life
Barely holding on
Barely holding on