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Dead, I've been dead for far too long
Still, I've been still, I'm drowning under water
Never really swimming Suffocating, yet I can't seem to be alive
And yet I can't fucking die
I'm doomed to be paralyzed
In a parallel state that you call life
See, I haven't lived a day
In my eyes, and I really hope you say You have no idea what that is like
I'm fucking dead inside
And it have been since the day I was born
It's almost like the opposite happened When I came into this world, cursed
Nothing I do seems to break the cycle Crashing into algorithms to math out the equations
How the fuck does the dead start living? You may call it suicide
I call it actually attempting to live life
I'm not chasing Benjamins I'm just trying to leave this place
I don't need a buttoned up collar To make me feel like I'm being honored
You see me for who you think I am
Well, your eyes will never be able to understand
What you witness Is someone who's trying to escape
The premonition of the before That occurs after death
You think it's easy To walk on cold feet
I freeze in a state of shock Is the paralysis demon claims me
You were born into a perfect world I was born into a prison cell
We are not the same
Nor will we ever be
Give me life And I promise to sleep tonight
I will wake up with a heart of gold
Purity with no fear of growing old
I wish to be
Given life a chance to actually fucking live
Just one day out of this hell An unperfect chance of existence
I'm a carbine That has been locked behind
The vaulted door I can't seem to escape from inside my mind
I stay a prisoner I have no idea what's this like on the other
Side I am not friends with Psilocybe
But I just wanna break through
If you won't help me find the master key
Then I have no use for you
I swear to God if he exists
He has some explaining to do
But somehow I understand
The fault is not his alone There is a reason why I am the way that I am