Internal Suicide

I smile and nod my head, I appear to be a decent man

I move through these different worlds

I pretend to take interest in what you say

Why can't you just vanish or die at my command?

I wish I was given a quota of kills

Internal Suicide

I'm the in in sanity, the ab in normal

I've come to terms with the fact that I am mearly a drop in the dark wide ocean

Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal

I wish I was given a quota of kills

Internal Suicide

Everyday I war the face you want me to

I must cage my despise buried deep inside

Everyday I fight to survive yet another day

There is no such thing as compromising

I wish I was given a quota of kills

Internal suicide.