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My dad been absent ', it's been hard for me to forgive My cousin Thuggin' heard how he tweakin
out them pills Everybody fakin' for him, tryna see them real
Like I was at my lowest, on my lowest, would you be here
I ain't get to tell Joe I love him, deep inside it hurt me
Know he was always for me, so I been goin' to church on Thursdays
I don't know if it's my thoughts, but I been really soul searchin
Sending prayers up to God every day, like if I'm worth it
Cause I been feelin' pain every day But I know that you can take it all away
And I know our life ain't guaranteed today But Lord, I gotta feed my family
And I know I'm not your only one But I'm choosin' to follow your son
Oh Lord, oh Lord, I gotta make it I gotta make it
I see my brother really changed mentally Even though I can't help it, man, they still
gettin' me Lately, I been in a mood where I don't wanna no one near me Cause I been searchin' for my soul and I
been feelin' empty Christian judging, and if it's a problem
then go say somethin' Cause I been tryna put my hood on
I feel like Trayvon, tryna paint a picture But it's hard without a crayon
Know I'm real intelligent, sometimes I just play dumb
This for them youngins at the bottom, you ain't gotta be with it just to get it
We all deserve a life, and don't let them tell you different
Even if your father ain't present you, you gotta understand you gifted
And the Lord has always there you just gotta ask for forgiveness
Cause I been feelin' pain every day But I know that you can take it all away
And I know my life ain't guaranteed today But Lord, I gotta feed my family
And I know I'm not the only one But I'm choosin' to follow your son
Oh Lord, oh Lord, I gotta make it I gotta make it
I gotta make it I gotta make it