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I'm tired and stuck with decisions
Like what is going on?
And you just talk but won't listen
Cause something's always wrong
They always swear they have no problem
Then got something to say
To me that seems just like a problem
But you're saving face
I try to try my best and always end up far away
It's not you it's me
I lose my string then I start again
You stand behind a line of sand
And block me with an ultimatum
I'm tryna find the time where
I cannot be nervous when I say something
Stressed that I have less than what I want
Cause I'm the ghost of moment
Testing what I'm best at when
I'm not okay just leaves me hopeless
I think about you every time I see the pouring rain
We grew apart
Broken shards as I washed away
I think I'm better off without you
But it's not the same
The same
The same without you
I think about you every echo of a memory
I need to let go
But I wonder of it's meant to be
Cause in the end I can't forget
Just what you meant to me
To me
It's just not the same
You were the last light in a world gone dark
Even as the madness took hold
You never let it consume your heart
And you protected me
Even when I couldn't do the same for you
Now, with everything burned to ash
I'll carry your memory like a flame
So rest easy
You were my last hope
I'm so sick and tired
Of bullshitting liars
I've made the incision
My brain gushes fire
Blood on the floor
Can't nobody help me anymore
Cause I've been dead since '24
So pour my ashes at the morgue
I think about you every time I see the pouring rain
We grew apart
Broken shards as I washed away
I think I'm better off without you
But it's not the same
The same
The same without you
I think about you every echo of a memory
I need to let go
But I wonder of it's meant to be
Cause in the end I can't forget
Just what you meant to me
To me
It's just not the
And then you turn around
See her
But, she's dead
God, if you're out there
Why couldn't you have just taken me instead?
And when I die
Just meet me on the other side