Sadist Guilt

There is no remorse

For what lives inside

There is no remorse

For what lives inside

Emaciate (slowly)

Endless misery (die)

Emaciate (slowly)

So selfishly

I blame myself as I corrode

I surround myself with what I loathe

I blame myself as I corrode

I surround myself

I will never bow down

I forever live in vain

I always seek power inflicting pain

A sense of loss is how I feel

The trauma and stress are what's real

A sad delusion, I confess, confess, confess

I faced god, I was turned aside (I was turned aside)

It's back to hell and I'm here to stay

I will never bow down (not bow down)

I forever live in vain (live in vain)

I will always seek power (I seek power)

Inflicting pain (inflicting pain)

There is no remorse

For what lives inside

I don't feel strong

I dehumanize

When I realize I don't recognize

I don't feel strong

I dehumanize

When I realize I don't recognize

Sadist guilt

Sadist guilt

And I looked into eyes of a demon

And I saw myself

And I looked into eyes of a demon

And I saw myself