Hopeful

Waking up

I got a feeling this bad day

But fuck it all

Just tryna live it, with the bad state

I pray to God, but askin favors is a big step

I can't allow, I gotta fight it with my own brain

I'm stressing out, the future's dark

But I still tryna bright it up

With the flashlight, I can't lie, is not enough

It's a cheap fight, I can't fucking fight at all

I should've let it go

But I can't fucking stop it

It came in fucking knocking

It started with the throat

Tha lump just got me choking

It stopped me from the talking

And there is only more

I'm getting sick off of it

I'm finna blow my dome

Nah it's the easy way

I'd rather get ok

This shit is awful

Can't even medidate

Hate to procrastinate

I'd rather work through

Is just another day

I'm staying hopeful

Waking up

I got a feeling this bad day

But fuck it all

Just tryna live it, with the bad state

I pray to God, but askin favors is a big step

I can't allow, I gotta fight it with my own brain

I'm stressing out, the future's dark

But I still tryna bright it up

With the flashlight, I can't lie, is not enough

It's a cheap fight, I can't fucking fight at all

I should've let it go

The fuck is goin on

I used to be so optimisitic

Now I'm just a clown

Can't even fucking stand straight

When has it all begun

I want to bring the smiles through

Make a difference

But first I gotta count them digits