I was your peace, you were my war
I gave you everything
And you still asked for more
Man I don't get this shit
It's like our love is mixed with pain
Can't even tell the difference
Cause every hug feel like a hit
And every kiss just got distant
You say "forever," but your actions feel resistant
This ain't love, baby, this is coexistence
But I still want you
Even though I know I shouldn't
If leavin' you would heal me
Tell me why the fuck I couldn't?
You said that so I'm crazy
I'm so loco for still believin'
But you the one that left when I was down
When I was grievin'
Every single lie you told baby I just kept receivin'
And guess what
I still prayed for you like you the one that I was needing
I wear my wounds like tattoos now
You can pick her
I ain't gon beg for you to choose now
And I'm all about my money
It's impossible to lose now
You got hit with all your karma
How it feel up in my shoes now
I used to cry for you
Now I don't even sigh for you
Was tryna build us up
But you was lettin' demons
Cum inside of you
And come & lie to you
I never second guessed you baby
I would always fight for you
I'm the one that held you down
Baby I would always ride for you
So how you did me like that
You don't even tell me sorry
Just come hit it from the back
I be tryna stay so solid
Just can't take the disrespect
How the fuck are you the best and the worst I ever met
Used to beg for you to call
Now I don't even check
You turned love into a war
Had me sleepin' with a vest
Every word was just a test
Every fight became a threat
Had me questionin' my worth
When I was givin' you my best
So now it's fuck love
If it look like that again
I'd rather heal slow
Than let a demon in again
Yeah you was never him
Just a devil filled with sin
But I made it through the fire
so I'll never lose again
You had a queen
But you played me like I'm basic
Now you scrollin' through my page
I'm 1 of 1, aint no replacing
But I'm done, now I'm free
I found the realest one & it's me
You had me drownin' in your lies
Now I'm too deep to ever sink
I gave you love when I had none
You gave me stress, I gave you peace
You was out here chasin' crumbs
While I was servin' up a feast
Tried to paint me as the villain
When you the one that broke the lease
Now I'm signed, sealed, delivered
And I finally been released