a weight that i can't stand

Spread your name across this page

Then I'll throw it all away

Won't be the crutch to fix your ego

I'm not someone just to lean on

I gave up trying to fix you

You're just as broken as you say

Not in the way you think, no

But in a different way

I fell in love with the pain

Now it never goes away

I told you no one switches up like that

How you gonna go and bounce so fast

I spent a lot of last year wondering

If I would be content by now

And I've had my ups and downs

But I've come a long way since we wrote i'm sorry

'Cause I felt lower than I'd ever been

Folding back pages like evidence

'Cause it felt relevant

Ain't got time to dwell; I'm over it

A weight I can't stand

Let it sit, just static

Lost myself all 'cause of you

Pulled through no thanks to you

Watch me sink into the ceiling

'Cause my world's turned upside down

I fell in love with the pain

Now it never goes away

I told you no one switches up like that

How you gonna go and bounce so fast

I spent a lot of last year wondering

If I would be content by now

And I've had my ups and downs

But I've come a long way since we wrote i'm sorry

I want that time that you took back

Head in my hands on our bathroom floor

Those nights I spent by myself

'Cause you didn't love me anymore

I want that time that you took back

I was so angry and confused

Those blows I took to my head

'Cause I wouldn't take it out on you

I told you no one switches up like that

How you gonna go and bounce so fast

I spent a lot of last year wondering

If I would be content by now

And I've had my ups and downs

But I've come a long way since we wrote i'm sorry