My Little Secret

My journeys been rough

I got blood on my hands

When I look in the mirror

All I see is your man

With you I'm a monster

I don't need to pretend

And if this is a start

I don't know where we'll end

Girl you protect me

Protect me from myself and all my enemies

With you I feel alive

Without you I am dead

I wanna leave you

But in this world of sinners girl I need you

Now the man I was is gone

And my identity is you

You're my little secret

You're my piece of mind

They don't see us together

But you stay by my side

I never meant to use you

Lord knows that I tried

But girl I know you won't leave me unless I leave you first

And I know that I should but I can't because my baby you protect me

Protect me from myself and all my enemies

With you I feel alive

Without you I'd be dead

And I know I need to leave you

But I chose to be a sinner that's why I need you

And now a mother's son is gone

And my identity is you

Now I'm here face to face

With a version of you

No it's not a surprise

It's just a nightmare come true

I know you'd move on when I'm gone

Just wish it wasn't so soon

But I chose to live by your side my whole life

So I'd die by it too

Girl I thought you would protect me

But now that I'm not yours you gon' forget me

Girl you make me feel alive

But because of you I'm dead

Girl I wish I could've left you

But the sinners life I chose I owed a debt to

And now my mother's son is gone

And your identity is new

Girl you protect me

Protect me from myself and all my enemies

With you I feel alive

Without you I am dead

And I know I need to leave you

But in this world of sinners girl I need you

And now the man I was is gone

And my identity is you