ur doing well

She doesn't luv me anymore

So I'm walking away, right out that door

I might just take my own life

Yeah, I'm so damn bored.

I looked God in the eyes and I begged no more

You put me through hell

But I'm tellin' myself not to let my thoughts dwell

Yeah, I need some help

I look in the mirror, looking back is a shell

I heard you're doing well

You told me goodbye and now I hate myself

I'm glad you're doing well

I'm glad you're doing well

Now I don't have a heart

I'm alone in the dark

Yeah, you ripped me apart

Shoulda known from the start

(.That you'd rip me apart)

You stab through my back when I let down my guard

Yeah, I was unarmed

You cut me so deep, it left more than a scar

But I luv the harm!

I just can't let go of the luv that we sowed

I need it, you know?

'Cause my heart feels so cold

I think that I sold my soul

I keep on tellin' 'em no

But I've lost all control and I don't feel any hope

And I'm hopin' I die tonight

'Cause I don't wanna see ppl

I don't wanna see life

I just wanna be closer

Yeah, that's what i told her

But I died in October

Now she's never sober

She lost all her composure

A familiar odor brings a tear to her eyes

We can't get any lower

I'm mixin' uppers and downers

Crush these pills into powder

Take it straight to the face

Because I can't live without her

I'm so sick of everything

Don't even wanna sing

I don't like anything

You make me wanna scream

I saw you in my dreams

Now I don't wanna sleep

Please just leave me be

You smell liquor on my breath

And my cigarettes

Baby, I'm a mess

I gotta confess