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Got my mind on lock right now
Too many hitters in my head
Just tryna hear God right now
You know the way, the truth, the life
But I'm really tryna stomp right now
You know money, cars, and clothes
Just tryna have fun right now
'Cause right now I don't feel like livin', let's go dumb right now
'Cause I'm way past numb, I just wanna feel the rush right now
Full speed off a ledge, man, I'm tryna touch the sky right now
And what's livin' if you've never been alive?
Holy Father, are they tryna crucify?
Right now, I think I'll let 'em try
I feel like I lost some
My flaws cool, but they cost some
Can't see you, ain't never hear none
Touch my heart, make me feel some
My heart groans, now I'm all done in
My blood's coverin' the floor
My skin's cold, please God, save me
Don't leave me bleeding at the door
You say, "You won't leave nor for sake me"
I say, "Where you been?" Like Mercedes
Funny, all these things got me thinkin'
If I wilt away, will You give in?
I sip and drank was devastated
My friends, they hate me when I'm faded
This cycle spins, intoxication
This cross I bear
This sin, I hate it
When you try, but you suffocated
No lies, what's the truth?
Is you gonna play me? Ah
Tell me I'm your favorite
Please don't make me all alone, am I gonna make it? Ay, ooh
Sorry, but I'm worried
Been a while, walked away, made a sitch, I'm workin'
Took me on when I'm the prodigal
Pot of gold, I just wanna buy your heart
Oh God, show me what you want
I feel like I lost some
My flaws cool, but they cost some
Can't see you, ain't never hear none
Touch my heart, make me feel some
My heart groans, now I'm all done in
My blood's coverin' the floor
My skin's cold, please God, save me
Don't leave me bleeding at the door
'Cause right now I don't feel like livin', let's go dumb right now
'Cause I'm way past numb, I just wanna feel the rush right now
Full speed off a ledge, 'cause I'm tryna touch the sky right now
And what's livin' if you've never been alive?
Holy Father, are they tryna crucify?
Right now, I think I'll let 'em try