Bloom

It's kinda nice in the moment

Sipping wine but I've been drinking your poison

Ease my mind trying to ignore it

But I think it's time to go

I was devoted even through the bruises

Weathered your changes, denied

Thorns in the garden you thought I was ruined

But I was built to survive

You can try to bury me

You can hide me from the light

Rip me from my oxygen and hang me out to dry

Sometimes leaving is the hardest

But I'm choosing to tend this barren garden

So I can bloom

So I can bloom

I denied that I knew the ending

Swore I was standing on solid ground

I saw my past was repeating

A future I won't allow

You can try to bury me

You can hide me from the light

Rip me from my oxygen and hang me out to dry

Sometimes leaving is the hardest

But I'm choosing to tend this barren garden

So I can bloom

So I can bloom

You had your chances

My scars to prove it

What once existed is gone

Now when I drive home

I wonder if you know

One thing dies for another to grow

Sometimes leaving is the hardest

Pulling into my new apartment

I'm gonna tend to this garden

So I can bloom