Crying in Sunshine

My hands are dirty, burning the daylight

Swimming through plastic, raining in paradise

Into my sadness, I do a stage dive

Letting it happen, crying in sunshine

Yeah, blame my zodiac, cognac mixed up with the forty bag

Turn into a heart attack, drunk looking for a place

Praying shooting stars but they far up in outer space

Give me grace, give me faith, give me something you can't fake

Summer pass, fall back, winter time close

Caught a flat, had to laugh, that's a bad joke

Never quite there, no it's always almost

Nothing lasts in this house of glass

But where my insomniacs go where the zombies at?

Sleep in a body bag, that's where the party's at

Sleepwalking inside this black hole

My hands are dirty, burning the daylight

Swimming through plastic, raining in paradise

Into my sadness, I do a stage dive

Letting it happen, crying in sunshine

Crying in sunshine

And I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely

Yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely

Yeah, yeah I swear this shit don't make no sense

It feel like yesterday I hit the corner store with friends

I never even landed on my feet, I'm on my head

And I don't even sleep when I'm in bed

What's the point? Why am I even paying rent?

Bitch I'm bluer than the feds

And that just mean I'm sad, yeah I said what I said

I know, I know it's bad but I'll complain when I'm dead

And spending time awake is what I dread

I get angry and my cheeks are burning red

My hands are dirty, burning the daylight

Swimming through plastic, raining in paradise

Into my sadness, I do a stage dive

Letting it happen, crying in sunshine

Crying in sunshine

And I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely

Yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely

And I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely

Yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm low, yeah I'm lonely