wait

And I know that you'll be my envy

But I know that you're not my truth

And if I've seen heaven

Was you when you're with me, that's home

And if you hold the answers

I don't want to hear it from you

Let me go

And it hurts to leave

It's the only reprieve, so hold on

So I'm floating, not folding

Still lost out at sea

Stop counting the weeks

'Cause I'm done not being what I want

And I know that you'll be my envy

But I know that you're not my truth

And if I've seen heaven

Was you when you're with me, that's home

And if you hold the answers

I don't want to hear it from you

And it hurts to leave

It's the only reprieve, so hold on

So I'm floating, not folding

Still lost out at sea

Stop counting the weeks

'Cause I'm done not being what I want

"The seasons change and so do we, so this is it. Goodbye."

I know your heaven is surely not mine

It's not a question, pretending we're fine

And we're breathing in present, so dying alive

It's not written in starlight or said in a sign

Here lies no essence for paths we once tread

Just future and foresight, a hand to be lead into

Ends with no silence, where consciousness fled

There's beauty in trying