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I apologize
Could say it a hundred times
Still wouldn't be enough in my eyes
I realize that my reputation's built on lies
Heh how am I surprised
I've been telling myself that I'm the best
Have I been deluding myself? Yes
Got a lot recently off my chest
Shoulda learned about hubris from Mr West
Or Mr Kirk about fucking around and finding out
Learned from Mr Levine about selling out for clout
I learned in order to have artistic integrity
I have to let go of the sins that get to me
Could talk about the crime within my rhymes
About my cousi- wait that's for another time
I'm sidetracking my consequences for my actions are lacking
Around the subject I'm toe tapping
Was a bully in my early academic years
Can't remember if I caused tears
But I caused years of torment to someone for no end
Same someone who I would later consider a friend
All the stuff I said made her irate
There's prolly people I know who can relate
So many fake apologies I don't acknowledge these
Thank God I grew and change my policies
If I didn't I would have zero friends
Too bad earlier didn't comprehend
And that led to a burnt bridge that might never be repaired
Fair; if I was her I wouldn't really care
About one who was mainly a nuisance back in middle school
CV happens then begone with the fool
That's cool
If they're listening you rule
Also yeah I apologize
(dramatic pause)
Sorry something's in my eyes
I was a bad friend but that's nothing new
I know now my relationship I almost blew
Who'd I consider my friend of several years
But now I see things clear
Things change you can't judge on one's previous mistakes
One thing I know he is my friend and he is great
So I apologize shouldn't have left you behind
That mistake was mine
Speaking of mistakes the biggest one I can name
Respectfully fuck off still seared into my brain
I hurt her in a way I didn't even know
Done that to others before that's just how the story goes