KNOWING INHERENTLY

(I used to know inherently)

(Now it's got too heavy to see)

I knew this world before I even

Stepped outside the door

It's a natural way that I behave

Not looking through the window

Of opportunity, I start to crumble moving slow

It's like the farther that I go

It's the less that I know

Used to name things without looking

Now my visions always fucked

The length of time is what it took me

To take form without a construct

I knew inherently, it's when I truly start to look

that I assume that down below

Is what I'm seeing up above

I can't even start to mention in the form I believe

Always question after question

With no proof in my sleeve

It's a guidance in my silence

Swaying right through the trees

In my eyelids is some violence

That I see in my sleep

It's a condition of being in no condition

Confused and indistinct

I belong to no natural kind

I'm just the only breed

The twitching in my vision is missing

A noble swift defeat

I noticed I outdistanced my limit

And now it's incomplete

These triple digits are not triple sixes

Just a fallacy

There's no religion in this

Dream of vision or reality

I listen and witness but can't envision my morality

It's time to think outside my mind and

Not inside this fucking dream

I'm lost in time and pinned aside

Against all my eternity

I can't decide my suicide and

Can't deny my courtesy

between the lines I'm building lies

Assumptions just from what I've seen

I think its fine, two seconds in time

To take a part of me

I'm filth

I can't seem to take

All the life that bleeds inside my veins

My suicide can't replicate

All the pain that lies so I'll return to me