Hey, nigga, hm (Stay With Vegas on the way)
What I'm feeling, I don't know what to call it
Greatest field, they gon' leave when you foul it
Niggas weird and intentions be lousy
Fake as one of them all be the loudest
Know my grandma look down, she the proudest
It was so many nights that I doubted
All of this, but I feel good and found it
Many problems, I gotta stay grounded
I be talking to God, but I fear He don't answer
I got love for my guys, but can't do this forever
I take shit for granted, Won't have it forever
They feel obligated, that's your fault you let'em
I stood in the snow with my heart on my sweater
I don't know what to say, so I wrote you a letter
I don't know what to say, so I put it in rhyme
Had so many nights where I lay down and cried
'Bout something, you never was nothing
I'm rushing the time, but the time got me rushing
You look in my eyes, man, I'm motherfucking tired
Trying to put on a smile when I'm hurting, it's nothing
I'm telling them that, on the real, I be lying
On the real, I be crying, suicide might be coming
They don't understand when you gotta be a man
You ain't having no choice, gotta do it, no bluffing
They say money the root of all evil, that ain't true
But if you really stand by that, that mean that's really you
Know what I'm saying?
Money shouldn't dictate nothing that you do
Make you be a certain way
Or change how you is today
Ay, taking me back, 'member serving the fiends
Kept on saying I'm a rapper, was a dream
I told the whole class and they laughed, they were green
They life went to shit and I don't want for a thing
Nigga went legit, who would think it was me?
You should find if you go out there and see
Just what I did, I was seeking for a dream
And found it, nigga, it was God I gotta thank
Every day it felt like my heart in a race
Bitch broke my heart, I went and cried in a Wraith
When my brother done died, I see that shit every day
When my brother done died, I see that shit every day
My mama told me drop down to my knees and pray, but
I wanna hit a nigga block and spray
But I can't, I done passed niggas, they in the way
I done came too far to go back today
I just call, I had to make sure my data straight
Money car be the road in the fastest way
Gotta watch these hoes 'cause they after me
They just want a nigga Rolls, they be after cake
Fell out when my mans, wasn't 'bout to pay
It was 'bout these hoes, that's a slap in the face
For the same nigga, would've risked it all today
But it's, "Fuck these niggas," stay far away
Trying to escape, I'm in a ball of space
My problems, I'ma drown it out the bottle today
Fuck it, I'ma go and fuck me a model today
Fuck it, (?) today
I'm just talking, but for real, I'm in my darkest days
I done been there, I done seen the darkest ways
I done ran from the world to the darkest cave
Let me be, I ain't coming outside today
Nah, I'm cool
Everything everything, you know?