Survivors Guilt

Let me show you how my life be

Darg I been grinding man I can't sleep

Nobody really knows me

And if they wanna know

They're probably only being nosey

Monitor your spirit

Can't align

If you're not my G

My Bruce i ain't talking Lee

Kick it if you're neither please

Came up from the gutter

Had discernment since I was a teen

Snakes lurking in the grass

I hear the way they speak

Bilingual from the mud

The mandem speaking mudanese

Muddy knees

Knees deep in the mud you see

Different kinda stuck up in the mud

From all the games you seen

Mandem stepping on these pebbles

In the city

We ain't near the beach

This aint nuttin like the city on your screens

London city gritty

Home to the dogs and the kitty's

Mice are roaming in the flats

Are you taking the mickey

Come and see it for yourself

In and out quickly

You ain't tryna be here for too long

Goons too shifty

Shift to shift

Dishing meals out

Probably need to heal now

But they ain't got the vision

Call em millhouse

Survivors guilt

But thanking God

He made a new route

Put me in a new town

This good news what I'm bout

I'm showing you

I'm here to show the truth

I feel for broken youtes

That came up in a home that was broken too

Everybody talking loads

But it's bout what you do

Not what you say

You putting on the fam

Or is it all for you

Came up from the trenches

Tryna leave this hell hole

My only incentive

Yeh yeh yeh

Could've been in cell doors

Banging on my cell door

Riding out a sentence