Luxury

New city same noise in my head

Therapy bills still left unread

I dress my pain in tailored seams

Smile looks rich but it's built on dreams

Backseat thoughts black tint glass

Every ghost I loved looks back

I buy my peace but it won't stay

Price tag can't make the noise fade away

Champagne silence nothing to say

Whole room bright but my mind's still gray

I chase a feeling I can't restore

Every gain just costs me more

Luxury I wear my disguise

Gold reflection empty inside

All this shine can't cleanse my mind

It just blinds me every time

Luxury it looks divine

But peace don't come with the design

I keep spending to feel alive

But I'm bankrupt where I hide

Labels stitched where my scars should be

Soft hands hard anxiety

I scroll through lives that look complete

Tryna fix my heart on repeat

Therapist said don't self medicate

But I pour a glass and hesitate

Love feels taxed I'm overdrawn

Still overdressed when it all feels wrong

I lost my name to the brand I wear

Told myself I'd stop I swear

Every flex feels like a chore

This ain't joy just decor

Luxury I wear my disguise

Gold reflection empty inside

All this shine can't cleanse my mind

It just blinds me every time

Luxury it looks divine

But peace don't come with the design

I keep spending to feel alive

But I'm bankrupt where I hide

Therapy couch designer chair

Different cost same despair

I breathe it in can't let it go

What's the cure I'll never know

Luxury my endless war

Buyin silence needin more

Looks complete but I'm still sore

Dressed in peace I can't afford

Luxury I can't ignore

It owns me to the core

If this is what I worked for