Resent and Regret

I will always regret

Living past the age

Of people better than me

What they don't say

Is once people die

You'll even miss the pain they gave

And I said

Last night when I saw you in my head

It's so good to see you again

You pulled me in against your chest

I miss my family

I miss my friends

I know you were doing your best

I miss all the people that weren't supposed to die yet

I hated feeling

I hated feeling so far away (so far away)

From everybody

By the time I was ready

To show you who I've become (who I've become, who I've become)

You were gone

Life isn't fair (fair)

It's meaningless (meaningless)

Without someone to share it with

If dreams are the only place we're allowed to speak (allowed to speak)

Then I hope today is the last time I'm awake (I'm awake)

I don't know if you'd be proud of me (proud of me)

I don't know if life could ever make you happy

Wherever you are, I hope that the pain is gone

I felt so much resentment for my life not being perfect

But at least

At least you were a part of it

I still love everyone I've ever loved

I'm still working on feeling like I'm enough

And when it seems

Like I can't go on (I still love everyone that I've ever loved)

I'm still working on feeling like I'm enough (on my own)

And when it seems like I can't go on (my own)

I know that I'll see you after every setting sun