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I used to hear her laugh
Right on my heels
Red in the sunlight
Heart on fire
Calling my name
Like it meant home
I kept on running
Like I always do
She made it easy
To not look back
She made it easy
To think she stayed
No matter how far
No matter how fast
No matter how often
I slipped away
Now she does not chase me
Now she lets me go
Now the road feels different
Quieter than before
I thought I wanted freedom
I thought I needed space
Now all I hear is silence
Where she used to say my name
I see her standing
Not reaching now
No hopeful smile
Thrown through the wind
No bright red blur
No rushing steps
Just someone stronger
Than I understood
She used to wait there
With open hands
I gave her distance
And half a grin
She gave me warmth
I gave her maybe
I thought that maybe
Would be enough
Now she does not chase me
Now she lets me go
Now the sky feels wider
Colder than before
I thought I wanted motion
I thought I needed air
Now all I feel is missing
When she is not there
I saw her looking
At someone else
Not like a daydream
Not like a game
More like she finally
Could breathe again
More like her heart
Had found the ground
And he stood near her
Like he meant it
No empty lightning
No borrowed light
Just something steady
Just something real
The kind of staying
I never knew
Now she does not chase me
Now she lets me go
Now I know the difference
I did not know before
Between being adored
And being understood
Between a passing spark
And someone who stays good
I never meant to hurt her
That part is true
But truth gets smaller
When pain stays long
I kept on thinking
I had more time
Like hearts stay open
Just because they do
Maybe I loved the feeling
Of being her first choice
Maybe I never asked
What it cost her
Maybe I only noticed
When it was gone
How much her love
Had filled the air
Now she does not chase me
Now she says no more
Not with anger
Not with tears
Just with a silence
I finally hear
And it cuts deeper
Than shouting ever could
So I keep running
But something changed
The road still calls me
The wind still pulls
But every horizon
Feels less like home
When I remember
Who stopped waiting
She does not chase me
She does not call
She does not break
To keep me whole
And maybe losing that
Is how I learn
Some hearts go quiet
When they get tired
She does not chase me now
And I know why
I was the one
Who would not stay
So if she found
A steadier light
I cannot blame her
I was the rain