ocean deep

This ain't where I wanna be

But I won't complain

I just want you close to me

Hope you want the same

I pray before I go to sleep

I'ma call Jehova name

These drugs take control of me

I can't even cope the same

Mane these streets they get ocean deep

I been trynna float away

I'ma call my bro for peace

I just hope he know my pain

I like Gotti she like Jodeci

Ohh I feel they flow the same

There's nobody holding me

No one in the post but me

Pray Demarco watching over me

This ain't how it posed to be

I done cried so many times they done told me lies

That done fucked over me

Plenty times I coulda died I was in the blind

But I had a pole with me

Shreveport like over seas

Hop out bang and blow the heat

Mixing pain with this poetry

Watching every one of my brodies leave

Can you hold them emotions please

I been in a broken piece

I'm just not here sociably

These streets done fucking stole from me your honor

But I feel so complete when I run em

Need a moment please

Once devotion leave one problem come after another

Let her lotion me I can't go to sleep

She end up holding me then I fuck her

Underneath my breath I had muttered

And I think I told her I love her

My mind been in the gutter ohh

I ain't visit Uncle stone

Shit been in the way trynna get paid thought family come before

My feelings in a cage from all this hate a nigga undergo

My brodies in the grave where I don't wanna go

This ain't where I wanna be

But I won't complain

I just want you close to me

Hope you want the same

I pray before I go to sleep

I'ma call Jehova name

These drugs take control of me

I can't even cope the same

Mane these streets they get ocean deep