overthinking a thousand times

I've been struggling with this (with this)

And I don't know how to fight (fight)

Then set me free right now

(Right now, right now

Right now, right now)

You gotta overcome this stage (this stage)

So maybe you'll hear me again

With all those voices in my head (in my head)

I think I gotta prepare (prepare)

For anything else today (today)

So please tell me you won't walk away (away)

Just wondering 'bout lefts and rights (and rights)

Caught in loops from days to nights (to nights)

Feeling like I just survive (-vive)

Maybe one day I won't last (won't last)

Sometimes I wanna end this life (this life)

But I'll endure 'till the end of time (time)

Spin around, nowhere to hide

A carousel that won't subside

But I am going downside

I'm overthinking a thousand times

Spin around, nowhere to hide

A carousel that won't subside

But I am going downside

I'm overthinking a thousand times

Overthink loud

Feeling like I'm running fast

This is my mind

It will stay just for a bit

Overthink loud

Feeling like I'm running fast

This is my mind

It will stay just for a bit

Spin around, nowhere to hide

But I am going downside

Overthink loud

This is my mind

(So please stay with me)

(Hold me, don't leave)

'Cuz I know it feels like in a loop (in a loop)

And I know this is a déjà vu (déjà vu)

Every time I hear a word, my head keeps running fast (running fast)

All the time I see thoughts, it breaks me if you ask

So tell me

I can't find a way to stop (to stop)

This happened before, I know

(I know, I know)

Maybe I am the guilty one (the guilty one)

So I need to find a way to cry (to cry)

And think out loud

How do I pause this racing heart?