Ihateme

I've been feelin' too down on myself

I've been takin' things, tryin' to help

It's been fuckin' up, my mental health, yeah

My mental health, huh

Cause I'm not feelin' too well, yeah

I'm not feelin' too well

I got nobody checkin' up on me

I feel like nobody care about Rei

I lost everything, tryna put it back

Always felt like I lack on everything I had

Can't be happy from things in the past

In my world, I'm the one who still comes fuckin' last

I've been puttin' all this food for me

My life feel fuckin, fuckin' boring

I'm thinkin' that no one will adore me

Cause I've been outside explorin

I get lost in a lot of pain, inside hurt, on the out I'm playing

I was feelin' stuck with the darkness, no bitches in my apartment

It was just me, it was just me

Along with my thoughts, I'm thinkin' about change and a Rollie watch

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I see you went down in flames, so our shit went up in smoke

In smoke

Smoke all around the room, couldn't feel nothin' new

Can't fall out this view, gotta let em know that I really like you

I really want that shit

Between me and you, we could have a kid

Between me and you, you love that shit

I never wanted you as my bitch

I've been feelin' too down on myself

I've been takin' things, tryin' to help

It's been fuckin' up, my mental health, yeah

My mental health, huh

Cause I'm not feelin' too well, yeah

I'm not feelin' too well

I got nobody checkin' up on me

I feel like nobody care about Rei

I lost everything, tryna put it back

Always felt like I lack on everything I had

Can't be happy from things in the past

In my world, I'm the one who still comes fuckin' last