DROWNING

So you

You know my secrets

And all my insecurities

Are you hearing me

And you

You know my deepest

My deepest darkest fears

I never shared, I've been too scared to open up

Who could I trust

Who could I turn to

When I run out

Out of my virtues, Imma crash out

Back to the bottom of bottles

I never could stop em, from drowning me back in my

Place

I never felt like I belonged

In and out of every clique in school

In and out of every girl I knew

Acting out I used to act a fool

I was just young, dumb and broke

I was just finding a way to cope

With all of my insecurities

Best believe, it was hard for me

I was looking for balance and symmetry

I was looking for heavenly melodies

I was trynna find love in my ebony

Uh

But I can't let my head get ahead of me

Still can't let nobody threaten me

Ain't nobody taking advantage

Can't nobody take me for granted

Just know that on business, I'm standing

Aye

If you ain't my blood don't need ya

If you ain't my fam, then see ya

I don't really wanna see ya like Cena

I don't really wanna see ya like Sia

Hell no, yo I wouldn't wanna be ya

So you

You know my secrets

And all my insecurities

Are you hearing me

And you

You know my deepest

My deepest darkest fears

I never shared, I've been too scared to open up

Who could I trust

Who could I turn to

When I run out

Out of my virtues, Imma crash out

Back to the bottom of bottles

I never could stop em, from drowning me back in my

Place

I'm not too good

I'm not too good at expressing my feelings with words