Drudged

Something noxious, maybe

My mind goes a thousand miles an hour

And I don't see what's around

I don't like it, distractions playing with me right now

Like a diver, but still I drown

I know you feel me, you're usually there

That's not the real me and I know you get it

Everything is so dreamy and so hard to stand

This shit wanna kill me and bitch, I'm too scared

My mind doesn't rest

Always moving fast

Again in the past?

I don't wanna go on like this

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts (uh, uh)

I said to her: "Keep saying my name

I really want to remember you face

This may not happen again

At least I want this memory to stay" (Uh, uh, uh)

Aye, uh, aye, uh

At least I want this memory to stay (ouh, uh)

Aye, uh, aye, uh

At least I want, at least I want

At least I want to forgive myself

And do something for my mental health

I'm not right but I'm doing it well

This is jail in hell, 'cause

My mind doesn't rest

Always moving fast

Again in the past?

I don't wanna go on like this

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts (uh, uh)

Everytime I think I'm fine

I don't remember what's behind

Every fight, every night, every shit in my mind

Yeah, I swear that I try, to climb, it's too high

I just find lotta lies and they all never mind

I wish I could decide

But the wine is not so kind

He leads you to find thoughts you don't wanna fight

They're so high in the sky

Seem them would make you blind

This shit is undefined

This shit is undefined

Yeah, maybe it's okay to feel like this

Yeah, sometimes we just need to bleed

Yeah, only then will I know that I need to heal

Yeah, I need to heal, yeah, because

My mind doesn't rest

Always moving fast

Again in the past?

I don't wanna go on like this

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts

Bro, I can't stop thinking thinking so much

My mind is a job, feeling feeling like a drudged

Drinking my slop, swimming swimming in my sludge

Where's the judge? I'm singing my thoughts (uh, uh)

I said to her: "Keep saying my name

I really want to remember you face

This may not happen again

At least I want this memory to stay" (Uh, uh, uh)