In Vertigo

I was wrong when I thought I could be a better man

I come and go like a tourist in a cheap hotel

Left my room with unfolded clothes and cigarettes

My mind is made up now

My mind is made up now

Fifteen hours drive and I can't even move my legs

Got a letter for you

Trapped somewhere inside my head

Now it's time yeah

But time may never come again

And the season's changing now

The season's changing now

I wanna know how

I can stop the feeling right now

'Cause all these years I've been spinning alone

In vertigo

And it makes me cry

To think of everyone I left behind

That's the price I pay for this life

Of vertigo

I've spent days walking miles and miles in ghost towns

Then spent a month watching pictures to remind me how

All my memories are fading at the speed of sound

I think I'm better now

I must feel better now

I should be wondering what the future has in store for me

But instead I stick another photo to the fridge

'Cause I know somehow I'll be standing on my feet

If you stay close to me

Oh if you come close to me

I wanna know how

I can stop the feeling right now

'Cause all these years I've been spinning alone

In vertigo

And it makes me cry

To think of everyone I left behind

That's the price I pay for this life

Of vertigo

Of vertigo

I've learned to live the highs and lows

And found my place within the core

Of vertigo

Of vertigo

Ground control pulls me in

While gravity makes me spin

Too far from home

In vertigo