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You said Youd never leave me but whyd You leave me here
Tired of lessons I just wanted peace this year
Every dream turn static in my head
Every blessing feel half dead
Bills stack faith crack time bleed thin
Knees on floor I aint saint but I been
They say purpose I call it chain
Prayin in rain still feelin pain
I aint Job Im just a dad with debt
Tryin to breathe while my mind reset
You say refined I feel scarred
Mad at Heaven but still lookin hard
Whys the test the only sign
Whys Your silence sound divine
If pains the forge and loves the fire
Burn me slow till I expire
Whyd You put me here to break
Whyd You build me just to ache
Prayin loud but You dont reply
Still I sing beneath this sky
See joy in others why not me
Teach kids hope I cant see
If pains proof that Im Yours then fine
But mercy feel like war this time
Gave my all still You demand
Heart a temple built on sand
Curse then cry then sing again
Faith and anger hold the pen
Maybe Im cursed maybe Im chosen
Tears holy frozen
Maybe hates proof I care
Cause somewhere deep I know Youre there
I hate the test I hate the climb
But Im still breathin so maybe thats fine
If pains Your forge and loves the fire
Then burn me slow till I align
So if Youre listenin hear me clear
I hate this road but Im still here
Maybe love aint peace or motion
Maybe its just refined devotion