middle name

Friends are like tokens I switch out at the arcade

My dad calls me messy Jessie, my title's here to stay

Scream I'm the victim while setting up the game

Send hate your way the second you don't call me babe

Fuck a stranger born in a different decade

Preach love yourself, while I hurt myself today

Don't let them get close, love from far away

I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay

I chase pain, I chase pain

I chase pain, I chase pain

Born with it like it's my middle name

I chase pain

My whole career was built on impulse

Never learned the meaning of the word repercussion

Parents never cared to give me time out

Never learned how to control my own mouth

Fuck a stranger born in a different decade

Preach love yourself, while I hurt myself today

Don't let them get close, love from far away

I hate that I enjoyed watching my body decay

I chase pain, I chase pain

I chase pain, I chase pain

Born with it like it's my middle name

Middle name

Middle name

Can't believe I made it to 24

Thank god I stayed away from the bottle

When I walk I burn bridges

So I run unforgiven

I was never anybody's role model

I was never anybody's role model

Oh I chase pain, I chase pain

I chase pain, I chase pain

Pray for the ones that never got away

I chase pain

Pray for the ones that decide to stay

I don't know what do

I don't know what to do I keep failing