Dark Angel

Tryin' to give orders (brr)

Then they try to extort a gangsta

I'm someone important

Don't step in my office, I ain't about no talkin'

Be sippin' my coffee while bullets is sparkin'

Without any caution, now watch who I'm crossin'

Boobie is awesome, can't jump if I lost ya

With this I went off

My grandpa a gangsta, he died, I went off

Don't interrupt me while I am recordin'

Shit so depressin', I wish I could pause it

Misunderstand it, put that in a coffin'

Back to the margin, re-up and get off it

Label an orphan, lane of my own

I got the hawkin', I am retarded

Know there's a name, don't know what to call it

Yeah

It's like sometimes when I sit by myself

I honestly can say everybody can't relate

That's why I talk to my angel

I'm in the dark, looking for a peace of mind

I need guidance, Father, can't see the signs

Like nothing real, the world redefined

Knowing the game is different, streets redesigned

Still thuggin', but don't wanna catch a piece of time

Knowing that love might get you when it's lookin' for shine

So many young niggas lost, they vision is blind

Now I'm sick as fuck, got pain beatin' me down

Swear a nigga sick of losing, where the fuck is the win at?

I gotta fight harder, where the fuck is my wind at?

Lookin' at the road, damn, where the fuck is the end at?

All I know is be the truth, swear nobody will bend that

All I know is loyalty, I don't know how to pretend that

You did a nigga dirty, how the fuck I'ma amend that?

You said you was alone, so I stepped to the plate

When shit got hard for me, ain't no help get sent back

Bet, everything that go up come down

Word to every one of my niggas that was gunned down

At night, I talk to God, ain't get back one sound

It's hard to see light comin' out when the sun down

Runnin', I don't even know where I'm headed

I did it all for the streets, all I got was the credit

If I can go back, I'll tell my nigga to edit

Until I'm runnin' out of time, get the clock then set it

Sluts lust, hopin' they might trap shit

All 'cause I rap, now I hate this rap shit

Laws comin', ain't no time to react shit

Judge wanna convict me, I ain't even much clap shit

Born sinner, 'cause I was lookin' for dinner

Tryin' to feed my kids, tell 'em daddy a soldier

Lord knows I need 'em, kinda hard to function

Gettin' sick of the devil, that bitch ridin' my shoulder

Fresh out my luck, somethin' short of a clover

Stress recycle, shit over and over

Fuck the world, these days shit colder

Friends fake, but all I want is to get older

Feelin' the pressure like everyone watchin'

The bell keep on ringing like somethin' that boxin'

My son havin' seizures, no doctor can stop 'em

Hold on to him with all I got, I can't drop him

My spirit been broke, I pray somebody swap him

My heart feelin' pain like if somebody shot him

My brother keep callin', I tell him I got him

And since nothin' promised, I'm goin' without him

My aunty just died, I can't cry, I just kissed her

Short of my visit, they told me I missed her

Look up to God, hopin' heaven can list her

Somewhere in His kingdom with both of my sisters

So in my zone, nigga, fuck if I'm trippin'

My testimony somethin' niggas should listen

Been 32 years, but I'm still on that mission

The struggle got a nigga hooked like I'm fishin'