Momentum

I could never understand the way that I feel

And I could never assure myself that all I see is real

And I could never let myself experience the thrill

Of letting go of all those demons bursting out of me

The pain I seek seeps deeper inside

With each breath leaving all else aside

I cannot stop myself from grieving

When all else fails

I find that I'm fleeing

From the pain that was caused by this caustic meeting

When two bodies crashed

Obliterating all

That I needed

For a new beginning

Came a sea of emotion

From a seed of devotion

A fear of retreating

From a war of living

And a lack of persistence

In my need for existence

So I cried

Momentum builds as I stand by

Watching the blocks fall hard from the sky

Crashing harder than comets burning brighter than the stars

Sharing not what I can hide

Knowing not what I think could describe

The will that feeds the force destroying meaning in my life

I could never comprehend the silence that I keep

And I could never awaken from the shadows in my sleep

And I could never give myself a chance to release

The chains that bind my restless soul and keep me from some peace

The ache I feel seeps deeper inside

Each step I take leaves my heart in a bind

I cannot stop these fractured feelings

When my eyes fail

I find I'm still seething

From the scars that were carved by this toxic bleeding

When my veins collapsed

Eviscerating all

Of my feelings

From fragile beginnings

Came a flood unrelenting

From a fear of condemning

The weight of the meaning

Kept me far from believing

That a chance still existed

To receive some forgiveness

So I cried

Momentum builds as I stand by

Watching the blocks fall hard from the sky

Crashing harder than comets burning brighter than the stars

Sharing not what I can hide

Knowing not what I think could describe

The will that feeds the force destroying meaning in my life

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