Truth Be Told

I know I'm not, being honest

The truths that I told, were lost on us

I challenged darkness, you bathed in light

I needed a spark to make my fire

There's no drugs for me, that bring me peace

The moments I still chase are what make me happy

When there is no sun, there is no rain

When I want a storm I get lightning

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

Mama I'm scared, I've gone too far

I lost what to say, don't know where to start

All that I do, is lost on you

I carried my weight, but it's through and through

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

I think it's gonna rain when I die

I think it's gonna rain when I die

The man that you know, that's not who I am

I still wear my heart, where I can

No use for weakness, under my skin

I'm still scared of you, like preaching sin

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

I think it's gonna rain when I die

I think it's gonna rain when I die

And one day the sun will shine, it'll bring me peace of mind

I think it's gonna rain when I die

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

I'm a ways from home, but close to hell

I head for the coast, to feel the sand in my toes

No matter what I do, this will never be home

I gotta find what I love, because I know what I hate

The way you roll your eyes as you say my name

I head for the coast, to feel the sand in my toes

No matter what I do, this will never be home

I gotta find what I love, because I know what I hate

The way you roll your eyes as you say my name