Shitshow

I'll stay on my own

I don't need anyone at all

Just leave me alone

And I just don't care anymore

I'm fading but I kinda like it

Lately I'm fucking train wreck

I'm falling apart

And I don't even fight back

The beat of my heart

Feels like I'm just about to crack

I'm drowning by I kinda like it

I'm sinking yeah I'm better off dead

You're the only thing that keeps me going

And everything else is so boring

I try to save face I don't want you to know

That my life turned into a fucking shitshow

Do you ever

Drink on your own

And fucking cry yourself to sleep

Drunk to the bone

Why do I feel so fucking weak

I'm fading but I kinda like it

Lately I'm fucking train wreck

You're the only thing that keeps me going

And everything else is so boring

I try to save face I don't want you to know

That my life turned into a fucking shitshow

Alright listen up

If you've ever felt like everyone has given up on you

And everything's falling apart around you

Raise your middle finger in the air

And scream this shit with me

RIP YOUR FUCKING CLOTHES OFF

PUNCH YOUR DADDY IN THE FACE

PUSH YOUR GRANNY DOWN THE STAIRS

You're the only thing that keeps me going

And everything else is just boring

You're the only thing that keeps me going

And everything else is so boring

I try to save face I don't want you to know

That my life turned into a fucking shitshow