Anxiety

I wait for your message, my hands start to shake

I count the minutes, but they all break

You promised you'd stay, but the silence screams

I fall apart in the space between our dreams

You say you need time, but I'm losing mine

I'm drowning in thoughts, tangled in lies

Your absence cuts deeper than I can feel

But I'll pretend that everything's real

I burn in your absence, can't catch my breath

I'm clinging to ghosts, afraid of the depth

I give all of me, but it's never enough

Why do I always crave what feels like a bluff

I see your face in the places we used to go

But you've disappeared, and I don't even know

I keep asking for more, but you give me less

Am I not enough? Is this just a test

I tear myself open, waiting for you

But the more I bleed, the less you'll do

I scream inside, but you never hear

I'm fading away, but I hold you near

I burn in your absence, can't catch my breath

I'm clinging to ghosts, afraid of the depth

I give all of me, but it's never enough

Why do I always crave what feels like a bluff

I beg you to stay, but I'm losing my voice

In the silence I drown, I don't have a choice

You say you love me, but you pull away

And I fall apart, piece by piece, every day

I burn in your absence, can't catch my breath

I'm clinging to ghosts, afraid of the depth

I give all of me, but it's never enough

Why do I always crave what feels like a bluff

I'll wait in the ruins, forever alone

Burning in the shadows of love unknown

I'll wait in the ruins, forever alone

And you'll never feel the ache of my soul