Out Of Place

I tried to pull the sword from the stone

Every single day

I belong up on the throne

Trynna show the true me

Pray to god that you see

But you looking past me

You only see the past me

Only see the old me

Putting that shit past me

Need someone to hold me

Ask me what im thinking

But my thoughts are loading

My mind is overloading

My mind is overflowing

Riding on a surfboard

Trynna catch the wave

Trynna make my own wave

Make the same mistakes

Dont know if i can take it

Fake it til you make it

Gave you everything

Just for you to break it

Broke me with a promise

Smoke til i see darkness

Smoke til im unconsious

Thought you were a goddess

Shine light on my darkness

Now i see youre heartless

Still wanna see you topless

Atleast im being honest

I tried to pull the sword from the stone

Every single day

I belong up on the throne

Trynna show the true me

Pray to god that you see

But you looking past me

You only see the past me

Only see the old me

Putting that shit past me

Need someone to hold me

Ask me what im thinking

I dont know what to say

If im being honest i feel that shit was fake

If im being honest if im being honest

If im being honest if im being honest

I feel out of place

Cause im so out of place

And i dont know where to turn

I made the same mistake like a million times

Like i never fucking learn

So i keep my mouth shut

And my eyes wide open

For what its worth

You'll twist that knife into my back

Ill act like it doesn't hurt

And you can blame me for it all

You just love saying its me

Youre a monster when you talk

I see bloodstains on your teeth

You get picked up when you fall

I cant get back to my feet

And you always get what you want

I dont even have what I need

Blame me for it all

You just love saying its me

Youre a monster when you talk

I see bloodstains on your teeth

You get picked up when you fall

I cant get back to my feet

And you always get what you want

I dont even have what I need

Trynna show the true me

Pray to god that you see

But you looking past me

You only see the past me

Only see the old me

Putting that shit past me

Need someone to hold me

Ask me what im thinking

I dont know what to say

If im being honest i feel that shit was fake

If im being honest if im being honest

If im being honest if im being honest

I feel out of place