MH24

Sleep deprivation

No motivation

You're like a carcass in my mind

Suppress emotion

I just want to escape from myself

I cannot find

Endless nights of unforgiven visions

Lying thoughts like the unseen dead

No self control in the darkest moments

Escape this internal hell

And bring someone else

They control me like a parasite

Eating away all positivity

Replacing it with darker sides

I just can't quiet all this shit in my mind

Deprived

Delusional insanity

I tried to dance in the madness

Hanging on by my chains

Decayed bruised and deranged

Trapped in my mind again

I'm my own worst enemy

Lost in the whirlwind

I'm choking on my sanity

I have to tell myself

The journeys always worth the pain

The constant silence drives me crazy

It drives me insane

The strain on my mental health

My own personal wealth

How much of this can I take

These visions haunting my mind

These thoughts of failure

These feelings I have inside

Feel like a traitor

I hope that one day I see

The path I've taken is the right one

I hope you're proud of me

Trapped in my mind again

These thoughts of failure

Lost in the whirlwind

Feel like a traitor

Trapped in my mind again

I'm my own worst enemy

Lost in the whirlwind

I'm choking on my sanity