Asemic Speech

I feel a feeling indescribable

My head is spinning like a bicycle wheel

(And the words come flooding into my ears)

But my mind is stolen right from under me

I'm overcome with every feeling for you

(Yet my voice is just content to stay clear)

I love you, adore you

I hope that doesn't bore you

I want you, I need you

Oh god, I want to speak, but

But

But

But it's so hard to say the things that I'm thinking

Like steel in water I'm sinking

(Too many to say)

I babble in wordless form

Getting lost in the feeling

When I see you beaming

The things around me lose meaning

(Asemic and grey)

And Jupiter's endless storm

Just a stain on the ceiling

And I'm inconsolable

There's no more words to be spoken

(Just melting letters in fantastical forms)

Like the spill of the Milky Way

All my words come out broken

And I don't even know what they should mean

(All my feelings unseen)

I say a phrase unrecognizable

My sense is stolen by some sly little thief

(I just hope that you somehow get what I mean)

My heart, it beats so fast

(And it shatters like it's glass)

Do you know who the beat breaks for?

Just chasing around a sunbeam

(Reflected off my phone screen)

I'll take what I can get, no more

I love you, so dearly

But I can't say it clearly

I stammer for hours

And- and- um

'Cause it's so hard to say the things that I'm feeling

A fish out of water, I'm reeling

(Too many to say)

My head flies to meet the clouds

Watch it bounce off the ceiling

My greeting is nonsense

I talk in pictures, no content

(Asemic and grey)

I'm hopelessly beyond my means

So far out of the context