I Wish Someone Listened

I used to be strong

But now I'm all alone

All alone (Yeah)

Scars in my heart

Don't know where I belong

Seasons change but I get stuck in the time

All these feelings keep my mind on rewind

In all my battles I was mute like a mime

I thought I had the time

(Now I'm lost)

I wish I could just leave it all behind

And live this life again

I wish somebody had the time to listen

To the words I had to say

(I wish someone listened to me)

I wish you had the time to listen

Wouldn't have done this to myself then

Lot on my mind

Eyes wide open

But I feel so blind like

A stage without a crowd to a musician

A symphony of trauma, No more participation

I've seen many

Tsk Nah! No more debating

Melodies of pain unheard of

I'm so fucking tired of the battles

Drown in the rhythm

The beat's like a drum

Now I'm dancing in the shadows

Afraid of the sun!

Memories recorded on a song(melodies)

Late night, I hear the rain

Drumming softly on my windowpane

Every day I wake up and see your face in the clouds

Try to reach you out like always, face full of muds

I know , I'm a fool

Lost in the fantasy realm

Sipping on a Red Bull imagining things

As I spread my wings, to reach out for the sky

The clouds drew near, and I felt like I could fly

But something strange pulled the moment apart!

Time slowed down like the beat of my heart

Waking up to no glory, no sound

Feeling numb from the back to the front

Just falling backwards, never touching the ground

Seasons change but I get stuck in the time

All these feelings keep my mind on rewind

In all my battles I was built like a mime

I thought I had the time

(Now I'm lost)

I wish I could just leave it all behind