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I spent all day tryna be sober

I drowned in my misery, crawled up on the sofa

And I still love him

The way I did when I was 19

But it's not easy to let him know

I spent all day wishin' the day was over

I wanna get away, far from here

Pack my bags, my drugs, and disappear

Tell you, "No," make it clear

I'm not comin' back for 15 years

I wanna write a note

Leave it with my next-door neighbor

Who don't give a shit

I wanna get away, far from here

Pack my bags and tell my dealer I'll miss him

Yeah, tell my dealer I'll miss him

I'll tell my dealer I

Spent all week just tryna do something

Maybe I should take a walk, but fuck all the runnin'

And I still love him

The way I did, but I should get a fuckin' grip

I'll never let him know that I spent all week

Doin' a whole load of nothing

I wanna get away, far from here

Pack my bags, my drugs, and disappear

Tell you, "No," make it clear

That I'm not comin' back for 15 years

I wanna write a note

Leave it with my next door neighbor

Who don't give a shit

I wanna get away, far from here

Pack my bags and tell my dealer I'll miss him

Tell my dealer I'll miss him

Tell my dealer I'll miss him

I'll tell my dealer I'll miss him

I'll tell my dealer I-