I Want More

Wasted a lot of time doin' a bunch of nothin'

Hangin' out with the same crowd that amounted to nothin'

I sold dope, yeah I poisoned my brothers

At that time I probably would've sold to my own mother

I was young, dumb, and stupid, I sold to another

Undercover narcotic agent ready to smother

Cold nights behind bars made the times get harder

Now I can see myself being more and more like my father

I was young, I didn't give a fuck about what they taught us

That thought never entered my mind until they caught us

I'm eatin' this nasty jail food instead of McDonald's

Hit the streets but it wasn't free, I had to piss in a bottle

Cigarettes instead of weed, it's really startin' to bother

Tried a 9 to 5, but for felons it's harder

With no experience, I'd rather get it in at The Carter

Guess everything I'm goin' through now is my own karma

I'm not the person I should be

Nothin' like the person I know I could be

If not for my ways I know I would be

I'm so driven to make it, I want more

I'm not the person I should be

Nothin' like the person I know I could be

If not for my ways I know I would be

I'm so driven to make it, I want more

Tryna figure it all out, my lifestyle's crazy

Could never understand why I am what the world made me

Taught me everything I know, but point the finger and blame me

Call me the street pharmacist, a walkin' drug store

Killin' myself off like a Blood and Crip war

My best friend's parents like, "What you hangin' with him for?

He's a thug, he's a hoodlum, killers probably wanna get him

Keep his ass away from the house, he'll take you down with him"

He said, "That's my best friend, Mom, we're just chillin'"

She said, "I don't want that boy corruptin' my children

Now send that nigga back in the streets, come eat your dinner

And this the last time I ever wanna see you hangin' with him"

"It's good, fam," no need to explain, I heard her

I only seen my folks two more times 'fore he was murdered

His mama was quick to judge me, she just didn't see

That her son lost his life to a crowd worser than me

I'm not the person I should be

Nothin' like the person I know I could be

If not for my ways I know I would be

I'm so driven to make it, I want more

I'm not the person I should be

Nothin' like the person I know I could be

If not for my ways I know I would be

I'm so driven to make it, I want more