Stuck In My Wayz

Empty bottles sit scattered on a nightstand

Cigarette butt burning in my right hand

Laying blacked out covered in some white sand

If you're talking role model, bitch I ain't the right man

Matter of fact I'm a pretty big mess

Holding on to what little I got left

I put my sin through your speakers to confess

Pouring pain into some to get the shit up off my chest

I'm a Dirtbag, so far from a role model, feeling like I sold my soul for a cold bottle

Now I'm swimming at the bottom of my own sorrow

Running dick first to the grave, going full throttle

Everybody's like, "What the hell you thinking?"

Cutting line after line after line when I'm drinking

So I'll be the first to say "fuck the world"

Without blinking because you hypocrites wasn't there for me when I was sinking

Now I'm gone!

I'm lost in life

I'm stuck in my wayz

It's like I can't go right because I'm stuck in my way

I got nothing left in life, nothing left to say

And I wonder why I'm always stuck in my way

I'm like a force I can't name

I'm stuck in my wayz

Another day more of the same

I'm stuck in my wayz

It's like I'm never gonna change

I'm stuck in my way

I'm the cause of my pain

I'm stuck in my wayz

I ain't trying to make my habits my excuse

Cuz in the end I'm to blame, what's the use?

Either be a man and face the fucking truth

Or face God as a sinner with 190 proofs

I can't lie, I'm living on the edge in life

And sometimes I just want to get ahead in life

Sometimes I just want to numb my head at night

But sometimes I just want to be dead in life!

Cuz on the real, I'm sick of fucking up

I'm sick of looking back and always hurting who I loved

I'm sick of seeing them holding on until they had enough

And now they're walking out the door because they're finally giving up

And so I'm praying "Dear God! I really need some help!

I'm falling at this life, I can't do it by myself!