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Think it's 'bout 4 o'clock
The seconds it took to write this damn near put me in shock
Know I felt every click, every tick, every shtick
I'm understandin' how you was moving, damn, you aren't slick
Violent in nature, I ain't the son of man
I'm not worthy of being some form of "Adam," won't say I am
As of now, everything's goin away
Walkin' out in the rain, I'll rid myself of this shame
Although it's always on my mind, and everything remains the same
Alone in the way that I'm walkin', im in a haze
Soon as I act a lil' iffy, they all gon' gaze
'What's wrong with you, man?'
Whilst the clock ticks on and on
And as I'm thinkin'
(Man, ha)
You know you failed your mom
Your hatred's rooted from something in your head, this not a sitcom
At least I know I'm loved
Having all these people 'round me, everyday I smile though I know I'm 'prolly fucked, but, hey
'Least it's a break
I'ont have to deal with anger, madness, Alone, nor in any state
This one for Yana, you my sister, I'm your blood brother
Casey, I know that you hear me, I fuckin' love you, bubba
This one for Erik, she ain't here, but keep waitin' on her
This for my baby sittin' here, I love you, Fabiola
Those ones who love you, let them hear you care
You think they know it, but scream for help
When you're not there
The sun rise up another day, no longer are you in pain
Refrain from fear, 'cause that's the only way
You'll stop the bleeding pourin out the vein
The man's a laureate, but only 'cause he broke free from the—
I said, let's take it back
To August 2024, I was baking tracks
You was right in front of me, we had to make a pact
I tried to stare above your breast, but damn, you had a rack
Last time I was in Maui, 22, very Black
We was joking with Granny, there was hella laughs
Yah Yah ate that big burger, acting hella backed
TCMS to freshmen, dawg, bring me back
Now it's May, I'm reflecting, what the hell was that?