Why Do I Cry

When you're out of touch with reality, reality you know is gone

You begin to lose your grip

Why do I cry?

I don't know why

Yeah, I don't know what I come from

But I can't stop what I've begun

Hey, hey, just like the wind blow

Lady, that's what you in for

Somebody tell me why do I cry at night

When I'm all alone?

Which way do I go, which way, hey

I sit in silence when I'm feeling the pain

And close my eyelids and envision things that take me away

'Cause tonight just might be the evening I choose

Wrong or right don't exist when there's nothing to lose

A significant move, but everyday it gets harder

Sacrificing something just to balance out the other

But the pivot's much smaller

And the weights are getting larger

Running back and forth

But every time it's getting farther

So I look to God for answers

'Cause he gave me all these talents

But the more I become involved

It's like I'm losing all my balance

My eyes are calloused just from fighting sleep

These demons keeping me driven

I guess the curse of a perfectionist

Is what I have been given

Yeah, I don't know what I come from

But I can't stop what I've begun

Hey, hey, just like the wind blow

Lady, that's what you in for

Somebody tell me why do I cry at night

When I'm all alone

Which way do I go, which way?

Hey

Yeah, why I cry is the reason why I fight

Why I lie is the reason why I write

I'm composed from darkness, draped in white linen

Cry my soul to sleep, ask forgiveness for my sinning

I've adjusted to the mindset state, God still giving signs

Warped in a sphere, focused only on my daily grind

Never shed a tear, but I cry deep inside I run

Pull the trigger and let it go, open up my heart and let it flow

I know, they know that I'm a road with crucifix upon my soul