Surrender

My soul will surrender

My soul will surrender

My soul will surrender

My soul will surrender

From the shadows of death I've arrived

Taking my last breath, how did I survive?

Tried to walk on water and I drowned every time

But my June shroom saved me and I found a lifeline

I was hitting that poison, my mind was so gone

They told me that my little brother was lying on the lawn

So I ran home trying to find where he was

They jumped me so hard, almost died from the harm

I tried to be calm but not sure where to turn

'Cause it seems every corner my life's getting burned

Closer to my tombstone, no more opportunity

I feel like this rap verse could be my eulogy

Can't live in fear so I try to keep my head up

Just wanna come clean 'cause I'm feeling so messed up

Now I know that death is my heaviest contender

I will choose life and I'm ready to surrender

The life that I once knew is all up in flames

My dreams never come true so I wanna change

This heart is so broken, I hope it gets better

This is a moment to hold on forever

My soul will surrender, render to you

My soul will surrender, render to you

It's time to drop the bottle

Take control of my life instead of driving blind at full throttle

So in my finest hour, surrender to my higher power

This battle we call life, we fight for what is ours

'Cause I had enough, it's time for me to get back up

I did this for me so I can be with the ones I love

And I just want you to know that daddy really loves you

So I promise from now on I will always help you grow

Now that I face this, I can see a facelift

From lying on the ground to flying in a spaceship

And I just wanna make you proud, play this song really loud

And if I can't be there, press play and I will come around

No more drowning in my sorrow, wanna live to see tomorrow

Clear the path for you so it's easier for you to follow

So I made a choice to change how I live