If Only You Could Speak

Yeah, wake up on the cold floor

I feel numb, I feel close to death

With bones made of stone, yeah, I'm not getting up

I haven't got the strength to call and say that I've had enough

Of all this bullshit that you wanna

Put me through, wanna put me through

Wanna push me down because you hate me too, it's always you

Seeing my name now clearly, with depression embracing me

My eyes are getting blurry, I'm thinking I just need sleep

So wake me up when you feel you're coping

Wake me up when there's no one left to love you anymore

'Cause you know it's easy to throw me away

I'm used to it, I'm getting used to it

Just take me apart at the spine, let me just fly away

I don't wanna be in pain anymore

Memories of your body lifeless on the floor

They always seem to come back, seem to come back

I wish I wasn't alone

Finally at the edge of the road

I've given up, shit's fucked, yeah, I'm here on my own

I'm losing control again, I'm losing control again

So when will I be normal? Can you let me know?

Screaming out your name but I know you'll never show

I'm losing control again, I wish you could speak again

Bite me on the lip and push me back

You're always finding ways to pull on my skin

There's so much tension between us, you're so careless

Callouses are building up on my emotions just so I can't feel a thing

I need to shed my skin, but your hooks are deep within

Every song I write is still about you and I hate myself for it

'Cause all I do is hurt other people

I try my best to move on but it never seems to work

So wake me up when you feel you're coping

Wake me up when there's no one left to love you anymore

'Cause you know it's easy to throw me away

I'm used to it, I'm getting used to it

Just take me apart at the spine, let me just fly away

I don't wanna be in pain anymore

Memories of your body lifeless on the floor

They always seem to come back, seem to come back