Bind My Wrists

I'm shackled to my skull

I'm prisoned to perception

No bars around my teeth

You'd think I'd learn the lesson

They tell me I'm on upward

But don't like my progression

So I dissipate and drive away

Maybe need some regression

Please break my fingers

Oh, please break my ankles

I'm rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy

Please bind my mouth

Oh, please bind my wrists

Please keep me from using my life as a toy

God, can you forgive me

All the damage that I've caused

Get the needle, get the thread

Just start sewing up my jaw

I'm woven in my wrongs

Can't run from my regrets

Unwanted isolation

The only place that I have left

I'm serving out my sentence

I think it's for the best

I've only wounded when I've spoken

So I won't waste my breath

Please break my fingers

Oh, please break my ankles

I'm rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy

Please bind my mouth

Oh, please bind my wrists

Please keep me from using my life as a toy

Please turn back time

Oh, please let me erase

Me rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy

Please let me suffer

Oh, please fuel the pain

Please don't try, too late now, I've broken the toy

I'm tripping over bodies

Headstones, landmines, left and right

I told you that I wouldn't

But, I'm terrified I might

Epoxy seal my lips

And build concrete around my hands

I can't secure the safety locks

Please strap into the stands

Epoxy seal my lips

And build concrete around my hands

I can't control the outcome

I've become who I can't stand

My presence is a riptide

Tearing through a gentle stream

I tried to fix my fabric